Good Year!!!

...hmm now that the year is finally over....(ok, my lazy blogging means quite a lot of time since the new year kicked in, yet...)....i might finally tell u y it has been a 'good year' for me....despite all the cribbing i did in the previous post....well....firstly....i began realizing things around me...pretty well.....things i had for myself....all the love from friends, family...their importance.....the affection et al.....the comfort and the amazingly posh or rather pampered life I'm living....now, that would make you feel so grateful and actually, literally happy!.....being rejected when asked for a girl's love ( to put in more practical terms, asking her to be my girlfriend).....i actually understood how painful it is not to be loved......so as my next step...i started recognising all those that loved me frnds(chuddy buddies), family...folks.....and i tried to return and contain their love as much as i cud.....to my delight, that made life brighter!......secondly, to a much greater delight, I somehow, in pursuit of distractions from love, found a big pleasure in the finer things of life.....things like a fine piano note, a hot cup of coffee at the end of a tiring day, a room renovation, a small help to a friend.....etcetera......thirdly, one major addiciton now which I wouldn't for any day complain about...the above said quest for distractions led me to become a serious download, music and movie freak.......and I now submerse myself in this world of art so so much that its hard to believe I used to be a hardcore engineering geek......better Gandini than Chris Bangle then?........all three reasons for me, now that life has had a better year, have deemed 2009 one Good Year...for all those hardships that were......those that turned me so much more efficient in tackling situations and being rough albeit quite sensitive and right minded........for all those moments that made me understand life....and be a better me........I reckon well, only to appreciate over at the tip of my loudest voice, how much better 2010 had been.......coming up!