One GoodYear!!!

hehe...not the tire company...but..here I am standing at almost the end of one good year of my life....yet with one more month to go and all...but with the odd semester ending....its almost the end of the academic calendar and so.....now all I might like doing now is to reconcile the best moments of this year, which have been countless...but I'd want to highlight on all those moments that have been testing, tiresome and very harsh and rough for me this year, which have actually been aplenty. ....with one boring semester in the beginning, followed by a very tough academic pursuit, like the cream on the cake comes chicken pox followed by a dirty result.....summer left me no less pain where I tried hard to realize my first love and was rejected; come monsoons....while everybody goes out humming love notes...i was desperately avoiding ballads....hehe....a very amusing yet tiresome odd semester bestowed a whole lot of unrealizable dreams on me.....a wasted intern opportunity at Germany.....a lasting debate with my favorite professor.....and a suspended proposal for a much better loving courtship....above all, my projects, assignments, et all hang in around with all efforts getting only minimal recognition......so..where do i stand....y do I call it a good year....??......coming soon......

yapee birthday!!!

my phone doesn't stop ringing...the calls and texts keep on coming.....the bumps were continuous and powerful.....the sky high throw outs, all 19 of them were masterfully managed....my goodness.....the treats leave me broke.....yet....with all that much good will.....and oh..so much love coming in....all you could do is bow down and thank your mere existence....thanks folks..for being there....for making my life and my birthday, so great for me.....i love you all...and myself..:P......here's to life...viva la vida.....!!!

Heaven sweet heaven!!!

hmm..I'm a guy whose attached to his home a great deal....right from start-up I've had this freedom, this sense of being, responsibility and reliability on the three greatest people I've ever known...my Mom, Dad and Bro...that I have a bond stronger than that between the two H atoms in a Hydrogen molecule between myself and home....
yawn....so that should have sounded boring....coz...how different is it with anybody else and his/her respective home?....not much......however, the fact that I'm trying to elucidate here is how i realised this....now I was a practical yet emotional person...but this never struck me right in the middle of my head and always loomed in a corner.....but it all happened when I got into college.....I had to live all by myself and suddenly just two days after I joined college.....I realised this void.....where was I?...where was the world (or should I say cocoon) that sorrounded me all this while.....and then realisation hit hard....I loved home...I loved those 3 people I mentioned above...and it changed things once and forever for me.....home and all the responsibilities, duties, etc....no matter how hard it could be.....aren't obligations for me any more...its all pleasure.....and home is heaven for me!!!

My weak links....!!!

....it took some time coming...but then realisation hits me and i now know what i am a complete failure at......i am crap as a leader, in cleanliness, in marketing...at lying or bargaining to a positive effect.....in handling my finances....and i can't boss any one....i believe easily.....i am bad at suspecting......i am not angry at all......as of now i am weak and pretty slender...(though i plan to build some abs some day) ......i havent figured out the other things....
for now...boohoo......!!!

Stub-born!!!

hmm....lemme get this straight...all of us have a particular perception,a particular belief, and a particular lifestyle.....we follow our own ethics, religions, morals, behavioral habits and stuff.....now it is one thing to embrace these to a full extent.....but ever considered how important are a second person's ethics, lifestyle, religion, belief and perception to him/her. And ever considered the bare basic cojones fundamentalist lifestyle where...food, clothing, shelter, humanity, fraternity, respect, friendship, help,.....actually constitute life and everything else is materialistic and unrealistic clatter....??......so, y in the quest of all things materialistic and non-fundamental do we forget and play stubborn to actually consider, respect and tolerate a second person's passion, belief and faith...and love...??...
P.S.: off course...if we started doing so...the world and this life would be a lot more simple, uncomplex, and might i say..."unromantic and boring??"........(sarcasm intended)....

My 'Humane' side....!

well here goes..I've been blogging a lot for now...on my alter geeky ego "automobile! i bow to thee" and through the other fuel that vrooms me ...music nd groove ...besides some petty contributions to my family blog.....now that I have seen and done some in my life.....(or atleast, thats what every 'just 20' guy who passes his tumultuous teenage feels.....:P).....here i go blogging about my feelings,emotions,day to day life,fun,gloom, everything..that constitutes my little life...bare to read on..coz it could be a slight roller coaster of a journey..and of course, it could be fun !!!